She told me all about how you really where,
I didnt listen to her because I thought i knew you weren't,
I didnt let my heart listen to all the signs it was telling me,
When you went and worked at night I now know i was naive,

I gave you my heart whole,
you gave it back shattered in pieces,
Now i cant feel,
Im so numb I cant tell,
How am I suppost to move on,
when these chains are holding me down,
Lost in a whirlwind of emotions,
Im not even close to touching the ground.
You picked me off my feet, left me hanging there,
Left me out to dry, without even a care.

Im not even an inch closer to getting over you,
My heart still aches for you everytime your around,
I want to make you jealious as hell, I want to scream and yell,
Do what you did back to me, make your heart completely break.

I gave you my life blindly,
You walked me into a wall,
Now all I want from you,
Is for you is to watch you fall,
Let you feel what its like to get pricked with a needle,
Stabbed in the back,
Leave you there dying and bleeding,
Throw you into a rollercoaster with no safety attached,
Let go of the wheel and watch you crash.

Im now one closer to letting you go,
I just thought you should know what you did to me.

By: Stephanie L. Garoutte 3-APR-06